SIX more tests to go.yay thats just so fun.ya right.got ss test today.hmm.ss still not bad la.at least better than history.history i was like crapping my way out.AND I ACTUALLY PASSED.the tgh dunno how to mark one.crap crap crap still can pass.15 summore.lol.and my answer was like so short.less than half a page.can get 5 marks.im so pro la.okay.that stupid xinling wanna compete with me.write the longest testimonial for each other.that gal got nothing better to do.LOL.no offence XL!kae la.anyway i also got nothing better to do.i'll write for her first.haha.my life is becoming more and more uninteresting.dunno why.all the fun seemed to have flown away.haiii.shit shit shit.im so guilty now.how arh..dammit.dilemma!!!!arhh shit.i did it.so i'll face the freaking music.DAMN.
rockstar!, 9:44 AM
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okay.tagged by lijun duno how many million years ago.but didnt post.cos didnt feel like doing so.but since im so bored.might as well do it.lol.so here it goes..
The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of their perfect lover. Need to mention e sex of the target. Tag 8 victims to join this game & leave a comment on their page saying they've been tagged. If tagged the 2nd time, there's no need to post again.

sex=obviously male.duh.
1)nice to me=)
2)i like him
3)he likes me=)
4)taller than me=)
5)can make me laugh=)
6)wont leave me alone when im bored=)
7)cannot be too fierce.to me that is.lol=)
8)cannot be perfect=)

okay thats all.im easily contented=)
dun feel like tagging other people.im nice=)
rockstar!, 11:46 PM
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arhh.got headache.left side hurts,right side doesnt.dunno why.so weird one.maybe my brain's unbalanced.one side dehydrated.LOL.maybe thats why i cant seem to study nowadays.got the heck care attitude.i think im gonna fail.fail academically and mentally.fail myself.im such a failure.arhh.stupid head.stupid logs too.lucky next week not testing on logs.if not i'll fail damn badly.and i mean BADLY.i wonder is it the teacher or is it the chapter.i think i understand better when ms lam teach.lol.but still.im not good at amaths.maybe its the subject.plus the chapter.and my brain.thats why i cant do well.but HECK LA.whatever will come will come.lol.sounds like some song.nursery rhyme or something.dunno la.i've lost touch with my childhood.cant seem to rmb anything now.teenage life seems much better sometimes.but not so sometimes.its weird la.maybe adult life would suit me better.but i doubt so.i hate the complexity of life.its so complicated out there.dun think i can survive.its a battle out there.its either u win or u die.and im quite sure i'll die within minutes.cos i cant stand it.i wont die so fast.but i'll commit suicide.so its the same la.unless its unsuccessful.but anyhow.adulthood is like so many million years later.i can enjoy myself for now.haha.or maybe i wont live to see and endure the cruelty of adulthood.hmmm.that would be nice..okay.im so full of crap i noe.but its kinda true right.so im still right.haha.OKAY CRAP.lol.supposed to be studying ss now.but i got distracted halfway.so came online and crap for awhile.awhile means a long time la.i noe that.lol.but nvm.i still got tmr to study.im not so concerned abt combined humans.so nvm.since i've already most probably failed my history.lol.failing ss would mean im not talented in that subject.but heck.when was i ever talented in any subject.IF CRAPPING WERE A SUBJECT...I'D SCORE SO WELL...HMM..i'll propose that if i become the minister of education next time..which is.no time.lol.OKAY CRAP AGAIN.i'll most prob become the professor of crapping man.haha.okay.thats all i guess.nothing much to blog.except i just blogged a whole lot of crappy stuff.damn wtf i noe.LOL.
rockstar!, 10:47 PM
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whats wrong with me!!!arhh.im getting like so easily irritated.cant stand ppl now.i get annoyed for the slightest reason.maybe its pms.arhh.i hate myself.
rockstar!, 8:03 AM
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arhh.a maths sucks.i just dun get it.wth is log!!!so confusing la.arhh.but no matter what i still need to get things straight.i need my a maths grade for the L1r5.kk i noe im thinking abit too ahead of time.but need to plan early what.so i'll noe what to study and what not.lol.chinese isnt compulsory in L1r5.so can heck.WAHAHA.but i cannot heck.must at least pass.so i'll get the minus 2 points.wahaha.thats the advantage of taking hcl.and another plus point is.dun have to take chinese in JC.WAHAHAHA.so.all i aim for is a pass.C6 IM HAPPY.immacontentedperson.anything will do.lol.oh.and combined humans i can heck too.cos i got my full geog.and my geog is like so far far better than my history.used to be another way round.but now.cos of the change of teachers.it became like that.but i dun mind la seriously.i'd rather study for one subject one paper than two subjects one paper.okay.so.what crap am i talking abt.nvm i dun get myself either.HAHA.LOL.anyway.my point is.I DUN GET THE FUCKING A MATHS.damn la.im just so so so dumb.HELL YES.let my grades drop.i dun mind.as long as i pass my O's everything is gonna be fine.sec3 is a slacking year!should've realise all these earlier.so i wouldnt have worked so hard during sec1.sec1 is nothing.sec2 must study.cos streaming.sec3 is CRAPPY!nothing much to care about.sec4 is the crucial year.by then i'll study hard.oh yes what shit am i talking about.ARHHH.okay.so heres my point.school sucks=)
duncareaboutthetests.heckaboutthemarks.itsjusttsonobigdeal.YEA RIGHT
rockstar!, 5:28 PM
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arhh.bored.bored.bored.im in control of my own emotions.oh yes i am.
rockstar!, 2:08 PM
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arhhh.amaths suck.wished i had paid more attention in class.sobs.i need extra lessons!!at first i thought a maths is easier.but now.i guess e maths is much better.at least i understand.sobs!!sec three is so pressurizing.im so stressed!!but nowadays.i got the heck care attitude.dunno why.i dun care abt homework anymore.arhhh.i need help.somebody help.i dun care abt the tests.heck abt the marks.nothing is worth me caring for.not even myself.
rockstar!, 1:14 AM
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history is rubbish.totally rubbish.im gonna fail.half page for a 13mark essay question.how great.lol.oh well.i suck.hahs.but heck.if i fail.im gonna be so happy.and if i dun.i'll be happy too.cos immahappygurl- its lame.okay.i noe that.but anyways.im in a good mood these days.so go ahead and provoke me.i wont get mad.
=)happy valentines!
rockstar!, 9:26 PM
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immahappygurl-
HAHs.im so happy.whee.got the happy fluid injected into my brains.wahahas.partly cos no hmwk.and the rest is cos.i duno la.im just happy=)sec3 rocks.for the first time in my life.i got even better marks than sec2.how nice.AND i guess 2006 is my year.everything seems to go right for me.IMSOFUCKINGHAPPY!for no particular reason.isnt that weird.nah dun think so.see!im even talking to myself.a sign of craziness.usually i get crazy when im happy.and im happy now.whoooo~ i crap alot and sometimes too much.but heck.i love my crap.lol.oh.i watched i not stupid TOO and its.damn funny.ppl say its touching but i dun think so.its just.cos u can relate to it.then u will feel how its like.and then you'll cry.thats why i cried.not becos its touching or watsoever.cos i dun cry when i watch touching movies.u can say im hard-hearted or wateva but i just dun feel the pain.thats just me.the unfeelable.lol.
rockstar!, 12:43 AM
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im gonna fail everything.sec 3 sucks!!hate it.hate it.hate all the dumb tests.sighs.
rockstar!, 1:39 AM
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