im sleeeepyyyy.at 1020pm.haha.but im watching ghost whisperer now, shall sleep when the show ends:) so difficult to get an early good sleep nowadays. i've got lack of sleep ever since school reopened :(

so anyway.sch ended early today, yay. but not that early lah, 1230pm. its like a normal sch day for secondary schools. ahh jealous! and had the funny yusheng race -____- wonder how the house comm came up with that. oh and the funniest part is, we won LOL. we didnt even expect to win lah, but we won HAHA, quite surprising. and throughout the entire game i only ate the crackers. i kept filling my mouth with all the crackers HAHA. it tasted okay lah, except for the sauce. ewww. dont like the sauce.urgh. and then after that got amazing feet -____- the weather was damn hot can, and they made us stand under the sun for sooo long to pose for the perfect picture, wth. didnt watch the news today, but i think we got featured on tv HAHA. tjc is so attention seeking lol.

after school went orchard!:DDD so long never go orchard already. had to wait so long for lena and sonia -____- so i finished reading a book at kinokuniya! :DDD so cool right, but my legs and back were aching after that :( and while i was wandering around kino, saw azlan at the coffee club there HAHAHA. quite surprised to see him there, working.LOL. AND THEN AFTER LIKE ETERNITY LENA REACHED, YAY. then we walk walk walk and then yuning came. and then walk walk somemore and sonia came! yay, the birthday girl:DD ate grilled fish:))) yumyum. HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE TO YOU, HUAHUA AKA PFLOWER AKA NIA NIA AKA SONIA PHUA SHIYAN :))))) then after dinner, went shopping at taka. was super funny lah, i was laughing like 3/4 of the time. then stupid sonia tried to spray perfume on me, so now i still stink of that perfume :( but its disney brand, so the smell is still bearable haha. but i hate perfumes, so yeah. then lena and i tried to spray her back. so like chased her from one end to another LOL. but we did it discreetly lah, no commotion or anything hahaha, but still funny. very very funny. then went downstairs. the girls saw cute notebooks and were deciding whether to buy or not. THEN THEY START TO POSE HAHAHAHHAHA. i laughed till i cried and my eyes were swollen HAHAHA. they tried to imitate the poses of pooh and marie and bunny lah, damn funny can. OH and then we bought chops -____- super mini chops that had japanese characters that only sonia can understand, but she dont really understand either HAHA.not professional enough ah. AND I BOUGHT A VAMPIRE :DDDDDD a beanie vampire. its damn cute, super cute, like edward cullen, but its cute and beanie. its called the HALLOWEEN BEANIE! so cute. shall hang it on my bag or something :))))) okay i think im writing like in non chronological order. cos i really cant rmb which went first, but nvm lol. so after that we went to buy icecreammmm. yay. then lena dropped her half eaten cup on the floor. AND THERE GOES THE DARK CHOCOLATE ICECREAM. AWWW.HAHA. hmm then then then, i cant rmb what happened already, im tired :(
HAPPY CNY IN ADVANCE! cos im pretty sure i wont be blogging anytime soon:)
rockstar!, 10:20 PM
..head in the cloud


HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE. have a rocking good year ahead:))))
2008 just ended an hour ago. and surprisingly, im feeling kinda sad:(
i dont want 2009 to come so soon, for whatever reason.
YEAH LA THE BIG 'A' LEVELS. its stressing me out before i even start school.
sometimes i wonder whether i made the correct choice of coming to JC. maybe poly would have been better, my brain cells wouldnt have died out so quickly. and i would have a life, like i used to have. BUT, somehow poly isnt any better. everytime i see sonia online, shes either doing her report or powerpoint or speech or whatever work that she has. so yeah, poly is kinda tough, in a way. hmm. shall console myself in this way so i wont think that i've made a wrong choice.
and i always do that. convince myself that im correct. which, in other words, means that im running away from reality. cos reality sucks. i think, im like, an ostrich. but one with an awfully small head and huge body. cos, its so easy for me to avoid reality and stop myself from thinking about it. but yet deep in my heart i know its always there and i cant run nor hide. it sucks you know. like, constantly have to run away from something. its not that i wanna run away from things, but, sometimes, i just dont have the time or strength to deal with it. maybe running away is better. at least i can be happier for a longer time. its so much better to stay in my own world, stare at the sky and dream, than to open my eyes and realise that reality sucks big time.
and so, the snowballing effect continues. and, when you finally open your eyes, you see the sky falling, and you cant hide anymore. the problem is right infront of you, so deal with it. if that were the case for me, id choose to remain ignorant, and let the sky fall, and my problems shall be buried with me:))) just a thought, nothing serious or anything yeah.
im just, feeling emo about 2009. for the many many things that are about to come my way. and most of them will rob me of my time and life and brain cells and my PRECIOUS SLEEP. but i'll just have to deal with it, dont i. BUT still, i will say, i'll deal with it when the time comes. so for now, someone just talk to me, and distract me so i wont feel like puking when i think about 2009.
i hate to be alone.
rockstar!, 1:13 AM
..head in the cloud