Welcome to THE BLACK PARADE
When I was a young boy,my Father took me into the city,to see a marching band.
He said "Son when, you grow up, will you be, the savior of the broken, the beaten and the damned."
He said "will you defeat them, your demons and all the non-believers, the plans they have made."
Because one day I leave you,A phantom to lead you in the summer,To join the black parade."
When I was a young boy,My father took me into the city
To see a marching band.
He said, "Son when you grow up, will you be the saviour of the broken, The beaten and the damned?"
Sometimes I get the feeling she's watching over me.
And other times I feel like I should go.
Through it all, the rise and fall, the bodies in the streets.
When you're gone we want you all to know
We'll Carry on,We'll Carry on
Though your dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
Carry on
We'll carry on
And in my heart I cant contain it
The anthem wont explain it.
and we will send you reeling from decimated dreams
Your misery and hate will kill us all
So paint it black and take it back
Lets shout it loud and clear
do you fight it to the end
we hear the call to
to carry on
we'll carry on
Though your dead and gone
believe me
Your memory will carry on
we'll carry on
and though you're broken and defeated
you're wiery widow marches on
and on we carry through the fears
ooh oh ohhhh
heres the poignant faces of you piers
ooh oh ohhhh
take a look at me cos i could not care at all
do or die
you'll never make me
cos the world, will never take my heart
you can try, you'll never break me
want it all, i'm gonna play this part
wont explain or say i'm sorry
im not ashamed, i'm gonna show my scar
you're the chair, for all the broken
lose it here, because it's only..
i'm just a man, i'm not a hero
just a boy, whos meant to sing this song
just a man, i'm not a hero
i, don't, care
carry on
we'll carry on
Though your dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
we'll carry on
and though you're broken and defeated
you're wiery widow marches on
we'll carry on
we'll carry on
we'll carry on
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im so addicted to posting lyrics.heh.WELCOME TO THE BLACK PARADE- MCR=D
dont you just feel like crying.the songs rocks.lyrics are beautiful=)
rockstar!, 7:35 PM
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I've got the gift of one liners
And you've got the curse of curves
And with this gift I compose words
And the question that comes forward
Are you perspiring from the irony
Or sweating to these lyrics
And this just in
You're a dead fit
But my wit won't allow it
The inside lingo had me at hello
And we go where the money goes
The inside lingo had me at hello
And we go where the money goes
.
I want someone provocative and talkative
But it's so hard when you're shallow as a shower
And from what I've heard with skin you'll win
.
Her bone structure screams
"Touch her! Touch her!"
And she's got the curse of curves
So with the combination of my gift with one liners
And my way
My way with words
It seems I'm too hip to keep tight lips
And you're on the gossip team
You're making something out of nothing
Your jealousy's the cousin, the cousin of greed
The inside lingo had me at hello
And we go where the money goes
The inside lingo had me at hello
And we go where the money goes
.
I want someone provocative and talkative
But it's so hard when you're shallow as a shower
And from what I've heard with skin you'll win
.
Her bone structures screams (I want someone)
"Touch her! Touch her!"
And she's got the curse, the curse of: (I want someone)
From what I heard with skin you'll win
.
We All have teeth that can bite underneath
To where the reality grows
Yeah, that's where mine go
that's where mine go
We all have teeth that can bite underneath
To where the reality grows
Yeah that's where mine go
The reality grows:
From what I've heard with skin you'll win
And From what I've heard with skin you'll win
.
I want someone provocative and talkative
But it's so hard when you're shallow as a shower
And from what I've heard with skin you'll win
.
Her bone structures screams (I want someone)
"Touch her! Touch her!"
And she's got the curse, the curse of: (I want someone)
From what I heard with skin you'll win
With skin you'll win
Skin you'll win
rockstar!, 11:37 AM
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i am SO VERY VERY SURE that im gonna fail amaths.VERY VERY SURE.and i give up.i dont care abt going tuition anymore.if shes wants me to go then fine,i'll go.i'd rather not study so hard for something that i know i wont pass.waste my time.
sometimes i wonder why am i studying so hard.i'd rather spend my time slacking.its more worth it right.if i study and everything ends up the same,why study.i dont mind being stupid.so why dont i just be stupid.hmm.im stupid.okay whatever.
but seriously.end of year is gonna SUCK.totally.im so fucking stressed.i need pills to boost my memory.AHH.
im dumb
im stupid
im spastic
im a bad bad girl
im a slacker
im an idiot
but of course.i choose to believe that all of the above are not true.HAH.
rockstar!, 11:11 AM
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okay add on to the earlier post.
jieying insisted that i post.
jieying is such a good friend she rocks and i love her so much.
well if youre interested in the reason,i'd rather you not know.LOL.
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my nose is BLOCKED.im sick when exam is like 2 weeks away.how lucky can i be.
rockstar!, 9:43 AM
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CRAP CRAP CRAP.TODAY IS CRAP MAN.
bloody hell i lost my wallet AGAIN.AHHHH.
bless the person who WILL find it SOON.so you better pray you find my wallet.so you'll be blessed for life.
HAH im still in the mood to joke.arent you just happy for me?=D
but still.grrrr.
i think its sort of like.you gain something and you lose something.hmm.what did i gain.nothing YET.maybe i'll have something soon.HOPEFULLY it'll be worth losing the wallet.HAH im crappy again.
and YOU KNOW WHAT.my term3 results just suck man.i cant tell my parents that i lost my wallet.if i want them to sign my bloody sucky disappointing ppr.so yea.lol.lucky its wallet.if i ever lose my phone I'LL CRY MAN.my phone is like.essential for survival.w/o phone i'll die.and i mean literally.i wanna change phone SOON.so i need to keep my parents happy.afew bucks to exchange for a few hundred bucks.not a bad deal eh.
.
and i realised something today.first impressions suck.you need to know someone to judge them.judging based on first impressions is just,well,CRAP.
ditch first impressions.
rockstar!, 9:20 AM
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ahhh im feeling crap man.totally crap.i dunno why but its just crap.i hate exams.its making me feel..HOPELESS.yes hopeless.damn the exams la.its irritating.grr.hmm lets see hows today.as usual,its boring la.find me a day in sch thats not boring AT ALL and i'll stab myself right infront of you.okay most probably you wouldnt want to see me die infront of you plus all the gory stuff so you wouldnt do it.and i dont wanna die so um yeah.lol.
i dread tomorrow.i dread next week.i dread the exams.i dread every sch day.ahh.
but actually what i dread the most is the bloody ppr la.i got like 2 Cs 1 fail.my parents are so gonna kill me.oh crap.im still going to die anyway.so go ahead find me a day in sch thats not boring.i'd rather stab myself than being massacred.at least when i stab myself i know that i lost a bet.but being massacred is..I DID NOTHING WRONG LA.see,parents are soo unreasonable.they kill you for no reason.i've been killed more than a million times.and im proud to say that im still revive-able.LOL.so my conclusion is:stop exams!to stop students like me from being killed again and again.okay.all of the above are just simple crap.just a way to vent my frustrations you see.grr.
i think someone just hacked into joakim's msn.what a coward man.he went offline after i confronted him.or her.wtf.or maybe its really joakim.but IF IT IS.i dont think i'll talk him anymore.that guy is SO irritating.he added ppl into the conversation.and there were like 9 ppl in that convo.and they didnt know each other.and when ppl try to leave he'll add them in again.what an irritating freako la.i bet its a primary sch kid.a sensible adult,or rather,teenager wouldnt even do that.OKAY OKAY i admit that i always ppl into the convo when im bored.but i'll never keep adding them in when they left.so im not irritating.HAH.i always have an excuse to get away with stuff=D im a good liar, a big liar, a pro liar.so dont believe in everything i say ya.im being a nice person by warning you that.
sometimes im scared of myself.im not a aserial killer or psychopath whatever la.but i can be scary.at times.just that you dont see it.well neither do i.but i can feel it myself.i can make something fake to become so real.sometimes i dont even know what im thinking.is it real or self delusional.hmm.i wonder..
i wonder how i wonder why..something something blue blue sky.LOL.thats the lyrics are lemon tree=D
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see how fast i can change.from happy to sad.and sad to happy again.well that scares me too.people,if theres a need,lock me up okay.i dont wanna become a psychopath.but if i am you wouldnt be able to lock me la.AND YOU KNOW.psychopaths are real smart people.i dont mind being smart.HMM.
rockstar!, 3:42 PM
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grr.im still in the grrr mood.what the hell.
im typing in red.
red is such a beautiful colour.the colour of blood.
dont you love it?

yucks i hate red.
im contradicting but thats me=)

rockstar!, 4:27 PM
..head in the cloud

grrr i feel so grrr. third post in a day.grr who cares man.GRRRR.what am i doing.GRRR.
ahhh my favourite new word- GRRR.used when you're feeling grrrr.
rockstar!, 4:18 PM
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SERIOUSLY MAN.
some people are just so..GRR.
you know the feeling whereby your heart beats damn fast.for no particular reason.
but actually theres a reason but you refuse to believe it.GRR.
i prefer to stay in my own world of fantasy.not accepting reality.the world where only evil exists!then i can get rid of all evil and call myself queen.HAH.im feeling so crap.its just one bloody moment one bloody minute and i can feel all crap.i was so happy just now you know.and then GRRRRR!!!!!!!
i need a machine.stop my heart from beating.
rockstar!, 3:58 PM
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GRRR.im still recovering frm the i cant beleive paul's out syndrome.okay crap.i alr expected that.but still.i just wish hes still in the competition.ahhh.im slacking.so much.think im gonna flunk EOY.im not even doing homework la.CRAP CRAP CRAP!!i need bloody motivation man.somebody help me.oh gosh i just found paul's and joakim's friendster account=D thats motivating enough alr.but still no mood for homework.AHHH.
.
crap is always crap.a crapper is always a crapper.which means i'll always be full of crap.grr.
what am i talking abt.i dont even know myself.i think im drugged.somebody must have popped pills into my drink.cos im talking crap now.GRR someone better sober me up or else im gonna go around killing people!beware!the monster's coming..
rockstar!, 3:25 PM
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OMG PAUL'S OUT.HOW CAN HE.AHHHH
i cried you know.actually cried=(
i'll miss paul.
no point watching SI alr.
HAII.
oh well.somebody has to go.
BUT why is it him=(
okay i know his the weakest in those four la.so yea.life cant always be a bed of roses right?=D
im using idioms.seriously.me!using idioms.what a day.
life sucks.really.if theres utopia then everything would be soo great.but whats the point if everything is great.no excitement at all.its like i know everything will be fine.so who cares abt anything.since everything's gonna be fine.you get?okay i also dont get it.LOl.im talking crap la.but this time its uncrapped crap.i know you dont get it again.cos im crapping w/o thinking.so unless you're not thinking you wouldnt understand.told you i've reached the pinnacle of crapping success.im crapping w/o even knowing what im crapping abt.whats this man.but thats only because im feeling NOT GOOD.cause paul's out.hes the FIRST local singer i actually support.singapore shattered my faith for local music.ahhh.
rockstar!, 9:07 PM
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I LOVE PAUL TWOHILL=D
the idols are going back to their sec sch tmr.PAUL GOING CAT HIGH!!!but thats IF he gets in la.i got this feeling hes gonna be out.BUT STILL.i hope he'll get into the finals.PAUL PAUL PAUL!im gonna cry if hes out.paul rocks so much can.oh well lol.gosh what is rui en talking abt.whats sell-out.shes so contradicting.shes says be true to yourself.and shes faking that accent and using super cheem words.sell out.hmm whats that.ahh who cares la.im not an aspiring idol.lol.im getting so ansty nowadays la.dunno whats my problem.ahh.i love insulting others man.LOL.okay thats sadistic.and i know im no position to insult anyone la.STILL.i like doing that.damn im such a sadist.what if i grow up to become hitler.kill millions.LOl.thats crap.im really sorry for crapping.
OMG RESULTS.paul cannot be out.paul cannot be out.paul CANNOT BE OUT OKAY.
if paul's out,i'll post again.if paul's in,i wont.
rockstar!, 8:36 PM
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second post of the day.
i've just decided on the song i want on my wedding day.
CANON ROCK=D
classical is so boring.typical.i want a ROCK wedding.
gonna be so fun.ROCK-ish.overwhelming=)
okay maybe im thinking too far la.but the song reminds me of wedding what!
not that i wanna get married now.i wanna enjoy SINGLEHOOD.
got that word frm fiona.hah.bet shes pleased to see her name here.
stupid impostor.lol.
okay.back to my wedding.in the late late future.
i want a rock band, i wanna be IN the rock band.WHOA.
hmm nice.then maybe i'll get featured in the papers.
wedding of the twenty dunno what century-ROCK!
anyway back to reality.
dreams are dreams.they dont normally come true.
but still.they MIGHT.
a rock wedding.seriously, i think its possible.
hmmm we'll see!stay tuned to find out more abt my wedding plans=D
rockstar!, 11:14 PM
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HOHOHO its a saturday!boring.but slack=D i love weekends.and i love hols!
didnt bring books home.so i got a reason not to study!HAH.
im such a smart girl right=)
but im starting to worry a little now.EOY.less than 30days time i think.
and i think im gonna flunk everything.physics.amaths.blar blah..all that crap.
IF CRAPPING WERE A SUBJECT..i'd top the level=D
but thats obviously an IF la.im just being polite by saying 'IF'.
for the benefit of those who're still hoping.lol.
cos its impossible.well,almost=D
and you know whats the 0.0000000001% of possibility.
thats ME!becoming the minister of education.
people!support me!and crapping will become a subject.
the ONLY subject.everybody just learn how to crap can alr.LOL.
okay.this proves im a crapper.HAHAHA.
im being such a bad example.kids shouldnt be like me.
if an adult ever come across my blog i know what he'd say..
'WHAT A CRAPPER'
okay thats SO crap.i really dunno what to say.but im really sorry for crapping.
somebody stop me.

anyway.i got a design for class tee=D
but didnt dare tell anyone yet.just in case they got it printed alr.then i'll be so malu-ed.LOL.
so i'll just put the link here.if you're kpo then go check it out.feel free to do so!
i know its kiddy and simple and abit ugly la.
but dont be so mean okay.dont criticise me.i'll feel bad.
so um yea.you can comment la.just dont be too direct=D
i prefer to stay in my un-reality=))
http://i49.photobucket.com/albums/f252/crappergurl/classtee.jpg

holidays!i dont get to see people i dont like.YAY.
rockstar!, 8:59 PM
..head in the cloud