i just saw avril lavigne's 'the best damn thing' vid.so cool lahh.she got a bob HOT PINK hair.so pretty!but kinda bimbotic.and then she was in this cheerleading outfit.so bitchy Lol.AND I THINK JESSE MCCARTNEY ROCKS.his new vid was damn hot lahh.the girl in it was so pretty!and jesse's hairstyle seriously sucks la.i prefer him blonde =DD and his fringe longer.he looks cooler that way.haha.
OH and i thought of something on the bus on the way home.since we were talking abt the end of the world in 2012 just now.so here it goes:

TOP 10 THINGS I WANNA DO BEFORE I DIE:

1. GO TO LOS ANGELES, stay in beverly hills for a month =D
2. MEET MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE BACKSTAGE AND CONCERT.talk to gerard way face to face, and HUG HIM.
3. WATCH PANIC AT THE DISCO LIVE IN CONCERT AND BACKSTAGE.talk to brendon urie in person and hug him.
4. SPEND ALL MY MONEY before i die
5. WATCH ALL THE MOVIES I WANNA WATCH before the world ends
6. EAT EVERYTHING I WANNA EAT,who cares if im fat when i die
7. PLAY GUITAR HERO FOR AT LEAST 10 DAYS IN A ROW
8. BUY A PINK CAR :)
9. FIND A ROCKSTAR BOYFRIEND.then marry my rockstar boyfriend!and give birth to a rockstar baby!muahahah.
10. DYE MY HAIR GOLDEN BROWN!or some other pretty colour.

YAY.and thats my uhh what do you call it? DEATHwishlist.yeah.hopefully i'll be able to fulfil them before the end of the world.before 21december2012 comes, before the world explodes into a million pieces, before the aliens come and kidnap our planet, before everyone around me dies, and before i die.

oh and when i die, i wanna be buried somewhere where the flowers never wilt, so that i wont be lonely.when i die, there'll still be flowers to entertain me! :)

rockstar!, 6:08 PM
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just realised i got tagged by alicia.and so i shall answer haha.
1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
KILL HIM!muahahaha.okay kidding.i dont wanna go to jail.errr the practical thing is to break up lor.haha
2. if you have a dream to come true, what will it be?
GO LOS ANGELES :) and see all the hollywood stars! hopefully can interview MCR too! :))))
3. what will your dream wedding be like?
you know, when people ask this question, im gonna be very very long winded. i want a ROCK wedding! then there'll be a band playing ROCK VERSION of canon.hopefully i can learn and play myself on my wedding!or my rockstar husband can play it muahahahha.(if i can find one, that is) and everything has to be like, rock related. its not gonna be a white wedding, it will be most likely black and red ot silver and pink or whatever nice color combi you can find.white is just so plain and typical.my wedding has to be UNIQUE!doesnt have to be grand lahh, but no white wedding pls.and i want mcr to come attend my wedding!!!!!but then, i might marry one of them instead and walk out on my rockstar husband, so i think they better not come.haha.OKAY i think im delusional.but oh well.its a wedding!once in a lifetime okay.unless you keep divorcing and remarrying.which i shall never do :)
4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
uhh yeah sort of.like what sort of marks am i gonna get for jct and what if i retain and what if i cant get into mass comm and what if the world ends tmr!oh man.this is getting depressing.
5. What's your ideal lover like?
ROCKSTAR QUALITY.but not the eighties kind with the lion-ish hairstyle.omg thats just rockstar gone wrong.lol.has to be TALL.taller than me la.height matters haha.and must be really really nice to me.you can kill other people for all you want, but just be nice to me!muahahah.
6.What is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved being loved by someone?
uhhhhh.i dont know leh.i think being loved:) im selfish!haha.
7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
as long as i can.till someone better comes along:)
8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
hmmmm.its happening.i think.haha.and im doing nothing.oh well.
9. is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
YEAH BLOODY JCT.but whatever.
10. Is being tagged fun?
uhh i dunno.its fun when you have nothing to do.like after jcts:)
11. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
married to a rockstar.i think im seriously delusional.
12. Who are the currenlty most imptortant people to you?
MYSELF!friends, family, everyone!haha
13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
alyba-ish!haha
14. Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor?
hmmm.depends on who im marrying lahhh.if its a rockstar then id rather be poor.gerard way quick get bankrupt and marry me hahahaha
15. What's the first thing you do every morning?
WAKE UP hahahahaahha this question is stupid
16. Would you give all in a relationship?
hmmmm maybe?depends on your definition of giving all lahh.if its like chocolates then i would hahahah i think im retarded oh man
17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?
if i fall in love with 2 people and none of them fell in love with me THEN WHO CAN I PICK.so obviously i'll see which one likes me too:)
18. What type of friends do you like?
NICE friends!people who talk and are super dooper nice people.like me!muahahahaah
19. What type of friends do you dislike?
hypocrites!
rockstar!, 6:17 PM
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JCTS ARE OVERRRRRRRR! YAYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
im so happy im so happy im so happy im so happy.muahhahahahah.
no more mugging and lack of sleeeeeep.my precious, precious sleep.haha.sleeping is good for health.it keeps you awake and wide awake and super awake and its NICE TO SLEEP.dont you just so agree with me =D
maths paper sucked.actually, every paper sucked.i screwed econs BADLY.its like, a confirm guarantee not even subpass.geog sucked too.i studied weathering, AND IT DIDNT COME OUT.so damn disappointing can.i love weathering la.wth.then.GP was okay.but the compre sucked.the vocab was damn cheem la.or maybe its just me, my vocab has a certain limit.haha.then came chem!which was probably as bad.didnt finish the paper la wth.and then today is maths!sucked i tell you.its like,omg la i left half the paper blank.i only did like half the question for every question cause i couldnt continue.all the part two were so damn difficult can.i seriously doubt thats jc1 standard.OH MAN.i think jct sucks.grrrrr.
but.so.anyway.after school went BUGIS!with alyba fangru vicky kairu. so long never go there alr.been like i think three months since i last went there.didnt change much la, except that i keep going to the wrong side of the escalator.which was quite retarded but nevermind lol.went to shop for presents for lihui and huiping!shant say what we bought, just in case.haha.but i think lihui is gonna kil us.OOPS.had a HARD TIME deciding what to buy la.since we're so you know, meticulous.and thoughtful.hahahha.and they bought a wand for me!PRINCESSY wand.i feel so princessy.oh man.THANKS guys :) and the toys section rocks.never imagined how much fun we had there.wahahahahahahah.everything was so intriguing can.we were like super deprived or something haha.i was fascinated by like, everything.kids today rock man, they have like everything we didnt have lahh.and they're so damn pretty!i mean the toys la.they look so un-toyish yet every toy-like.oh man what am i talking abt, i think post jct syndrome.tends to talk nonsensical stuff.though they kind of make sense.omg i seriously think i have a problem.but anyways.the toys rock.yeahh:) i wanna go shopping! shop shop shop.i wanna but like, alot alot alot of things.is someone kind enough to sponsor?muahahahahah.oh and we took neoprints!yay.i was so deprived can, six months didnt take already.so sad.haha.but i feel damn lazy to upload pictures.so next time then :)
im hungry!i wanna eat chocolate.wheeee.
rockstar!, 5:50 PM
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SHALL BLOG NOW.since there're so many things to blog about haha.
oh man i love birthdays!=D
i think my seventeenth birthday rocks.like totally.
thursday went out with lena, wenhui jieying to shop cum celebrate.ate PEPPERLUNCH!woo.then we went on a shopping spreeeeee wahhaha.i think we've explored half of the shopping malls in singapore.damn fun la.go from one place to another.we went like amk hub, lot one,west mall and causeway point.SO COOL RIGHT, its like shopping w/o limits.YAY.oh and then we went j8 for dinner.haha.so thats FIVE places!muahahah.
AND ON 13JUNE..the excitement begins!haha
i love my 4e2 :) thanks to SONIA LINGLING RUITING JIAHUI XINLING KELMEN YUNING WEIJIAN CHESTER for the cake and the presents!YAY.
i love the pink furry slipper haha.damn cute.
and the cake rocks.CHOCOLATE ROCKS.
we sang birthday sing for me at jacks place!kinda paiseh cos that place was quite quiet,but we sort of made it noisier.haha.then there was this lady at the other table, think she was celebrating also, then the waiter came in with one slice of cake and a candle.then we were like, show her our big cake and make her malu hahaha.but obviously, being nice people, we didnt la.
yeah.then after lunch went POOL.i wasnt too bad that day lahh.managed to shoot in afew haha.birthday luck!yay.
then after that went pc show.mummy bought new laptop.but not for me =( oh well.i shall but a pink one next time.muahahah.
NEXT DAY went swensens with parents!but nothing much la.swensens is just swensens.oh ATE ICE CREAM.random.but yay=D
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went VIVO with wenhui and jieying.bought new esprit wallet!its black.and its nice.yay.
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mr kelvin tan passed away yesterday.
he was a good teacher, compiled the history notes and ss notes for us.
and we always get high marks for his tests.
and he even gave us the poster thingy for graduation.
we will remember you.
;(
rockstar!, 10:14 PM
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1) do you wish to do this test?- i think so haha
2) who is more important to you? friends or boyfriend?- friends!=) are you guys touched.
3) who is the person i trust most?- hmmm myself!hahahahh
4) do you think you have enough confidence?- errrrr not really.i hate interviews
5) do you like jay chou?- i hate him(no offence) but i like his songs!haha
6) do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?- YEAH.like light at the end of the tunnel.haha.
7) what is your goal ?- TO GO TO LOS ANGELES AND MEET ALL THE HOLLYWOOD STARRRRS
8) do you believe in eternity love?- havent though abt that haha
9) have you broken someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?- OMG THATS SO EXTREME.OF COURSE NOT LA
10) what feeling you love most?- playing in the rain! and shopping w/o limits haha!
11) what are the requirements that you wish from your other half?- oh thats easy.ROCKSTAR QUALITY HAHA
12) list out 5 best friends of yours? (no rank)- do i have to?i got alot of best friends lorrr haha. JIEYING WENHUI LENA SONIA RUITING and etcccc
13) are you lame?- YES.VERY MUCH.hahahah
14) what do you think is the most important thing in my life?- handphone.and myself la haha.
15) do you love anime?- no.i dont watch anime.i watch ENGLISH DRAMAS.and MTV.woohoo.
16) describe the person who tagged me in 5 words?- cute, fun, friendly, helpful, cool!haha, dor you happy?
17) what have you done to please yourself?- SHOP TILL I DROP haha
18) if time were to rewind, when will you want it to be?- when i was a baby!
19) name your favourite rockstar!- i shall name ALL.GERARD WAY, JOEY ZEHR, JOSH FARRO, PATRICK STUMP, BRENDON URIE, RYAN ROSS etc etc
20) what you want the most now?- abolish pw PLEASE
Instructions: Remove one question from above and add in your personal question. make a total of 20 questions and tag 8 ppl. List them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their cbox that they have been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessing from all. :D
1. JIANEE
2. CHERYL
3. ALYBA
4. LIHUI
5. JOHN CHAN
6. STEPHANIE
7. SOHLENG
8. XINLING
rockstar!, 11:16 AM
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i think guitar camp rocks.
minus the PT and human tunnel.and pumping.yeah.haha.
love captains ball.yay.
damn pissed abt pw la.
dont know when can we hand in gpp.
dammit la.cant even set a proper meeting date.wth.
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today was hustings!
and it lasted 10 hours -____-
my butt hurts after sitting there for so long la seriously.
but some people were quite funny.haha.
i wanna get in exco!but quite impossible so shant think anymore haha.
may the best man/woman wins!
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i wanna go SINGFEST LAHHH.got PANIC AT THE DISCO AND SIMPLEPLAN AND ETC
but its like 200bucks per ticket.someone sponsor me man!
rockstar!, 9:18 PM
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