holidays.holidays.holidays!yay.its supposed to be a good thing.right?yeah i guess so.hope so.but somehow its not that nice.
i wonder why.
rockstar!, 12:53 PM
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freak.cant seem to control my temper these days.whenever someone provokes me.i'll try and destroy them in my mind.sadistic oh yes.LOL.i cant stand some people.really really really..i just hate them.AHHH.
rockstar!, 6:25 PM
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i am so so so sick of school.was barely concentrating during lessons.staring into space.nothing goes in.SIGH i miss sec2=(
rockstar!, 6:07 PM
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my results totally sucked.not in the mood to talk abt it.except for english and physics maybe=) but overall still sucked.i wanna screeeeam!and i can imagine what would be my results for my humans.history: didnt manage to finish cos i thought i had 2hrs.WTF. ss:i dont even know whats that. yes..thats abt it. oh and geog.i didnt even have time to study.hmm.i think i can predict my results.OH WELL.
i feel the competition within my class.its soo intense.but it isnt motivating me in ANY way.i was at least more hardworking last year.i dunno why.this year i just gave up.i didnt care abt how well the others would do.cos i know they'll always be better.so i couldnt care less now.im just minding my own business.im immuned to failure.
im numb.
rockstar!, 5:39 PM
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i love post exam!totally rocks.this is like the 100th time im saying this.but who cares la.its the thought that counts.LOL.anyway.saw this cute guy on the way home today.walking to interchange.then WH wanted to get his number.but in the end didnt.btw hes frm cjc.OOPS shes gonna kill me=x
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i just realised something.i can just slit my wrist in the bathroom and leave the tap on and lie there waiting for my blood to be drained till i die and nobody would ever notice.i mean..seriously..nobody would know.it will be until hours later someone would realise that something's wrong and finally check it out.but i'll already be dead by then.everything will be too late.so late.im just saying IF.its not like im gonna slit my wrist or commit suicide tha kinda thing la.no guts.
been blogging crap for the past few weeks.nth to blog.damn tired.no difference now anyway.still tired.oh well.
rockstar!, 8:20 PM
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changed blogskin=)self made.wahahas.finally made a decent one.lol.been so bored after exams.nothing to do.feels so weird.but im not complaining!i get to sleep longer,eat longer,play longer,and err..ya just do things slower.aunt just gave birth to a baby boy.got a baby cousin to play with now.but the age gap is like 15 years?i'll be an old hag when he's fifteen.but who cares.oh well.today's a saturday!feels like a sunday.hmm.almost felt like its the hols.long long wkend.it would be a 4 day long wkend if there isnt listening compre on mon.spoiled everything.
school's gonna rock after the exams.no lessons!i hope.lol.
rockstar!, 8:10 AM
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fuck off la.u say im rebellious.like wtf.have u even seen what a real rebel is like.ure good enough to have a daughter who actually STUDIES.and even bothers to do homework.im only using the comp for like 2 hrs and ure complaining like shit.and its AFTER exam period.cant i just enjoy myself for one day?i hate you.i hate coming home.
i wanna be free! and one day i'll break free. I PROMISE.
I'LL MAKE SURE I BECOME SOMEONE MUCH MUCH MUCH BETTER U THINK I AM.and i wont even recognise you.say that im evil say that im bad.i dont care.you dont even know what im going through.sucker.
rockstar!, 11:21 PM
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WHOOOOOOOOOO.i now declare that exams are officially over.unless somebody's gonna study for the retarded listening compre.which is like so useless.listening compre is CRAP man.u sit there.listen.shade otas.and then GO HOME.thats the best part of course.lol.I SO LOVE IT.the period after exams.its all play play play.no more lessons.i hope not=)
oh.but i hate to get back my papers.gonna suck.except amaths of course.HAHAHA.figured everything out the last minute.and i FINISHED THE WHOLE PAPER.miracles DO happen.
rockstar!, 3:11 PM
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i just hate it.why do things always have to turn out the bad way.i miss jiecai.3e2's enrolment was 41.and it shouldnt be any lesser now.life is so short.one day you see someone and the next you dont.its so sudden.cherish the people around you.cos you'll never know what may happen the next minute.i may be here this minute.and the lying in the hospital bed the next.and who knows?i may be inside the coffin later.OH WELL.its just so saddening.i'd rather jiecai be in coma than him the way he is now.as least we'll have some hope.and i wonder who's the fucking van driver who knocked him down.ahhhh.hate you.
going to the wake tmr.hope i wont cry.dont let the tears fall.
rest in peace.you will be missed.
rockstar!, 5:45 PM
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