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♥ Saturday, February 25, 2006

arhh.got headache.left side hurts,right side doesnt.dunno why.so weird one.maybe my brain's unbalanced.one side dehydrated.LOL.maybe thats why i cant seem to study nowadays.got the heck care attitude.i think im gonna fail.fail academically and mentally.fail myself.im such a failure.arhh.stupid head.stupid logs too.lucky next week not testing on logs.if not i'll fail damn badly.and i mean BADLY.i wonder is it the teacher or is it the chapter.i think i understand better when ms lam teach.lol.but still.im not good at amaths.maybe its the subject.plus the chapter.and my brain.thats why i cant do well.but HECK LA.whatever will come will come.lol.sounds like some song.nursery rhyme or something.dunno la.i've lost touch with my childhood.cant seem to rmb anything now.teenage life seems much better sometimes.but not so sometimes.its weird la.maybe adult life would suit me better.but i doubt so.i hate the complexity of life.its so complicated out there.dun think i can survive.its a battle out there.its either u win or u die.and im quite sure i'll die within minutes.cos i cant stand it.i wont die so fast.but i'll commit suicide.so its the same la.unless its unsuccessful.but anyhow.adulthood is like so many million years later.i can enjoy myself for now.haha.or maybe i wont live to see and endure the cruelty of adulthood.hmmm.that would be nice..okay.im so full of crap i noe.but its kinda true right.so im still right.haha.OKAY CRAP.lol.supposed to be studying ss now.but i got distracted halfway.so came online and crap for awhile.awhile means a long time la.i noe that.lol.but nvm.i still got tmr to study.im not so concerned abt combined humans.so nvm.since i've already most probably failed my history.lol.failing ss would mean im not talented in that subject.but heck.when was i ever talented in any subject.IF CRAPPING WERE A SUBJECT...I'D SCORE SO WELL...HMM..i'll propose that if i become the minister of education next time..which is.no time.lol.OKAY CRAP AGAIN.i'll most prob become the professor of crapping man.haha.okay.thats all i guess.nothing much to blog.except i just blogged a whole lot of crappy stuff.damn wtf i noe.LOL.

rockstar!, 10:47 PM
..head in the cloud