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♥ Sunday, March 12, 2006

arh.fuck.i just deleted a darn long blog post.cos i shouldnt be posting that.or maybe i should.but i cant.all i can say is.i discriminate.im starting to eliminate my friends.if u noe what i mean.but i'd rather u dont.cos im becoming so stuck up i cant believe myself.u guys cant see.but i am.im trying to refrain myself from showing.but its like i cant control it.sometimes i think too much tears actually form.sorry guys if i got angry and snapped at u.umm for example jieying.SORRY!!i didnt mean to la.its just i dunno why im starting to get so emotional.i want everything to be my way.and if i hate u,ure screwed for the rest of the days in my class.but i love my class so far.except for well,one.i cant say who.but i guess u guys noe.WELL.close friends will noe.and i think she noes too.i wanna stop all these hating stuff.but its not like i have any control over it.when i see her.i'll get so.frustrated.cant stand it.whatever she does,is just so disgusting to me.i cant stand geeks.well thats a BIG clue.but heck.i shud stop.dun wanna get too worked up.and then i'll start hurling abuses at her.and then.things are gonna get tensed.well.she dont deserve it.its just im too evil.I HATE MYSELF!!!i deserved to be hated.yes i do.but nobody hates me.OOPS.okay.shudnt be so stuck up.maybe everyone hates me.its just that im too busy discriminating i didnt notice.

rockstar!, 6:15 PM
..head in the cloud