♥ I LOVE THE GLAM ROCKER.

♥ Friday, March 03, 2006

damnnnn.i totally flunked my geog.HALF the paper i dunno how to do.or shud i say three-quarter.SURE FAIL ONE LAA.amaths was okay.shudnt fail that one.phew.lucky amaths wasnt that difficult.i would die if i flunk both.tmr got emaths and chinese and physics.except for chinese,i shud be okay with the rest laa.arhh.im becoming so slack nowadays.ever since sch reopened.dunno why.but i think i noe why.i've just realised the UNimportance of studying.i mean theres so much more to life than that.i'd rather play while i can.i dun aim for high marks.b4 im happy.and wats the use of studying so much now.its not like that marks is gonna be counted in the prelims or the O's.SO WHAT FOR.im studying just to get the desired marks my parents wants me to get.so that i wont be forced to be in a tuition class.AND THATS WHY im studying.i used to study so hard.but now.i realised my mistakes.i shud just slack my way through.other ppl wanna go uni,but i just wanna stop halfway.WHY.im studying for the sake of studying.i want education to end as soon as possible.i just hate studying.school sucks.i hate the workforce too.i just hate everything.i dunno why.its like i got evrything against me.arhhh.too much angst in me.its been like that since young.i do EVRYTHING for a reason.and i need motivation!!!i need someone to tell me to study before i'd really study.and that someone has to be someone that i actually listens to and has power over me.wich means.not everyone can do that.SO.arhh nvm.dun talk abt that.so heck it.im trying to study.but i cant.i go out of control so easily.i dunno why.immafuckingrebel.well sometimes i am.but its not my fault.well not entirely.its wat everything has made me.u noe,A BLOODY WEIRD AND SLACK AND IDIOTIC AND DUMB AND...(the list goes on)PERSON.YEAH.

rockstar!, 10:34 AM
..head in the cloud