♥ I LOVE THE GLAM ROCKER.

♥ Tuesday, March 07, 2006

im so bored.so so so bored.anyway.got my emaths paper back today.14/18 not bad huh.ya.cos almost half the class got 18/18.like wtf.but anyway.14 im happy liao.hahs.im a contented gurl.really.damn la.just realised i forgot everything abt amaths.LOG.DAMN THE LOGS.arhhh.im feeling so sleepy.but cant sleep.actually i can.so no homework today!whooo!but theres chem test this thurs.HOW.still.i cant study now.cos i didnt bring textbook home.LOL.so.sleeping is the most practical thing to do now.oh well.shud i waste my time like that.OH YEA.i got nothing else better to do anyway.i wish life could just end like that.i wish i were more cruel to everyone else and to myself.i wish i could be someone else other than myself.BUT these are WISHES.and if ure mature enough.u'll noe that WISHES NEVER COME TRUE no matter how hard u try and how hard u pray.cos as u said.THOSE ARE JUST WISHES.unless theres a fairygodmother around,i doubt any miracle would happen.and even if there is a fairygodmother,she wont help us.cos we're no cinderella.
since when have i started to blog like that?all those cheem cheem stuff.arhh.i dun wanna be so cheem.i wanna be stupid.i wanna be dumb.i wanna be an idiot.i wanna be oblivious to everything around me.so i wont notice the cruelty of this world,and of myself.oh yes im cruel.in case u havent notice.OH WHAT EVER.IM SO SICK OF MYSELF.SO SICK.no i cant be sick.got oral exam next week.
"childhood is the momentum of hatred and grief"
"life is bull.i am crap"
"life is an illusion.and im part of it."
OMG LOOK.i came up with all the cheem stuff.CAN U BELIEVE IT.
i think im getting smarter.really.OH YAY!

rockstar!, 6:09 PM
..head in the cloud