♥ Tuesday, September 12, 2006
ahhh im feeling crap man.totally crap.i dunno why but its just crap.i hate exams.its making me feel..HOPELESS.yes hopeless.damn the exams la.its irritating.grr.hmm lets see hows today.as usual,its boring la.find me a day in sch thats not boring AT ALL and i'll stab myself right infront of you.okay most probably you wouldnt want to see me die infront of you plus all the gory stuff so you wouldnt do it.and i dont wanna die so um yeah.lol.
i dread tomorrow.i dread next week.i dread the exams.i dread every sch day.ahh.
but actually what i dread the most is the bloody ppr la.i got like 2 Cs 1 fail.my parents are so gonna kill me.oh crap.im still going to die anyway.so go ahead find me a day in sch thats not boring.i'd rather stab myself than being massacred.at least when i stab myself i know that i lost a bet.but being massacred is..I DID NOTHING WRONG LA.see,parents are soo unreasonable.they kill you for no reason.i've been killed more than a million times.and im proud to say that im still revive-able.LOL.so my conclusion is:stop exams!to stop students like me from being killed again and again.okay.all of the above are just simple crap.just a way to vent my frustrations you see.grr.
i think someone just hacked into joakim's msn.what a coward man.he went offline after i confronted him.or her.wtf.or maybe its really joakim.but IF IT IS.i dont think i'll talk him anymore.that guy is SO irritating.he added ppl into the conversation.and there were like 9 ppl in that convo.and they didnt know each other.and when ppl try to leave he'll add them in again.what an irritating freako la.i bet its a primary sch kid.a sensible adult,or rather,teenager wouldnt even do that.OKAY OKAY i admit that i always ppl into the convo when im bored.but i'll never keep adding them in when they left.so im not irritating.HAH.i always have an excuse to get away with stuff=D im a good liar, a big liar, a pro liar.so dont believe in everything i say ya.im being a nice person by warning you that.
sometimes im scared of myself.im not a aserial killer or psychopath whatever la.but i can be scary.at times.just that you dont see it.well neither do i.but i can feel it myself.i can make something fake to become so real.sometimes i dont even know what im thinking.is it real or self delusional.hmm.i wonder..
i wonder how i wonder why..something something blue blue sky.LOL.thats the lyrics are lemon tree=D
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see how fast i can change.from happy to sad.and sad to happy again.well that scares me too.people,if theres a need,lock me up okay.i dont wanna become a psychopath.but if i am you wouldnt be able to lock me la.AND YOU KNOW.psychopaths are real smart people.i dont mind being smart.HMM.
rockstar!, 3:42 PM
..head in the cloud
